April 2011
& ...
The loneliness is creeping up.
Losing track of what im in search of.
I caught myself & im tryna rewind and get back again.
Imma let myself dwell on this feeling only tonight and as of tomorrow this feeling is going to be gone!!
Have to stop basing my happiness on other people. My happiness will be based on my ONLY!!!
This feeling is so stupid, annoying, and pathetic!!!
Have to regain that...
& yet another broken illusion
Fuck it! Seriously!
Why try if imma get broken down again?
This whole relationship thing is pretty frustrating….
Too many emotions involved, too many emotions that i’ve yet to receive back.
I’m kinda just getting it through my head, I have to STOP thinking there is an opportunity in all this mumbo jumbo.
Fakk this!!! >:’(
>:/ stupid drivers !
agh! so i got hit by a car today on my way home! wtf man! >:/ honestly! shit got me fucking scared for one and so fucking annoyed and mad!!! fucking dumbass just hit me and fucking booked it! wtf kinda shit is that man! SERIOUSLY!
i’m just thankful to GOD that he was watching over mee and all i got was a bruise on my chest and a scrape on my right arm.
seriously though, what a way to...
... ^_^ makes me smile ...
geesh meng. lol.
sikk crushing or whatttt?? :)
i go to work & he smiles, i smile. silly & random.
makes me feel all giddy & shit haha XD
when we bee kickin’ it it’s dope too!
super awesome convos.
sikk day today w.him lol.
took a dang HOUR trying to tie a damn tie hahah XD
he’s just as excited as i am to celebrate my birthday heheh
he’s such a...
